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Oh yay me! Finally I've got the chance to meet Emile. I met him on Saturday. Hehe. Yay yay! I met him at Fiaz's school, at Dhouby Gaut there& after that Fiaz, Farhan, Emile& myself went to Esplande. Took a bus down. Fiaz wanted to eat Macs, so we took away& sat at Esplande to chill. They were playing stupid songs there. Seriously bored the shit outta me. &we saw like a couple making out, like gawd! Get a room or something dude! Saw Adam& his friends too. So we all chilled. We left there about 1030& headed home. So that was my Saturday. At least I'm satisfied that I got to see Emile like after a loooong time. (: (: (: And on Sunday, I met him for mass. Bloody hell, he told me he was gonna be late& when I reached, he was already there. Made me pissed for nothing. Hahaha. -_- So yes, I'm pretty bored right now. I need to find for some food. Goodbye! (:




4/23/2007 04:29:00 PM


I love you, Emile Cyril Carvalho! (: So yes, yesterday Cheryl& myself headed to Peninsula cos she needed to fill up some form. Then we headed to Heeren; HMV. Ah, everywhere wanted full-time. No fair. So we gave up. I NEED MONEYYY!!! Talking on the phone now with Emile. Will be back! I'll update soon! Haha(:




4/19/2007 03:20:00 PM





Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.

The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.

The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.

I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real.

So yes, I'm sorry that I haven't been updating. Kinda lazy. Haha. What an excuse. The past few days has been a real bore to me. I really really need a job. So tmr I'm meeting Cheryl then we're heading to HMV at The Heeren. Haven't seen her in a long time man. I miss everyone. ): Oh& btw, I can't wait for Emile to touch up his drawing skills, so when he has a tattoo machine, he'll help me do my tattoos. Woohoo! Although I hate pain, I gotta endure it if I want it to be nice(:&&I can't wait to fetch Andrea after school, why you make ask? I miss her tons& cos its Bishan ITE! Haha. Oh so very near!!! [: I'll pop by his house soon enough. Sadly, I can't meet Emile soon. Don't ask why. Anyway, I'm so tired. Be going now. I don't know how everyone can blog like EVERYDAY. Sheesh. I'm so not devoted. K lah, goosebyes! :D




4/17/2007 08:31:00 PM





Haha, i like this song. [: Check it out! ; Girlfriend by Avril Lavigne.
Hey ! Hey ! You ! You !

Anyways, i dont know why im always feeling bored nowadays. So you know what i do? I watch movies online! Heh. www.peekvid.com Check it out aight! (: So yes, yesterday Emile's dad came back from Africa. Went to fetch him at the airport with Aunty Pat, Kircheal& Emile. After that we headed back to his house. Emile showed me this pretty interesting game he plays online like practically most of the time. Haha. &after that, Kircheal& myself watched America's Next Top Model on peekvid. Had dinner, chilled for awhile then i went home about 10 plus. Was really missing Emile like crazy after i left. I know, i know.. By the way, today's a freaking friday, &i didn't get to do anything. Been lazing around at home, sitting down, watching movies, tv.. Sigh. I can't wait to start school; Shatec. Plus thats like in JULY! ): I'll be on my way finding for jobs now! Goodbye[:




3/09/2007 10:06:00 PM


my whole world surrounds you. you know that i'll protect you from all of the obscene. everyone is changing, there's no one left thats real. i wonder what you're doing, wonder where you are.




3/02/2007 06:00:00 PM



thats twily! aint he cute? (:
work was such a fucktard today. i swear! it already started out bad, by having my fucking period yesterday, so obviously i'd have cramps today. -_- anyway, met andrea& we headed for work. fucking fucked up. early morning ask to carry this carry that. its so fucking dumb that we gotta take out the books from a fucking pile& put them back again. fuckshit. so yes, we left work about 3. fucking boring. thank god we're not working at that fucking place anymore. [: yay us! after work, we went searching for the nearest macdonalds at buona vista. didnt have. so we took bus 111 to orchard, handed in our time sheet. &while we were in the lift, these 2 fucking malay men, they were speaking to one another in malay..(like as though we didnt understand lah) STUUUPID! we went to funan to have our fries! haha(: was fucking hungry, only had biscuits& water for lunch. -_- pathetic, i know. haha. it just had to annoy me more, by not having a seat in the fucking train. &my legs are fucking pain right now. &as you can see, today is just a FUCKED up day. GOODBYE! (:




wow! 14 times i said the word, FUCK. hehe. how sweeeeeet!




2/21/2007 06:30:00 PM



hellooooo! today's just gonna be a boring day. like shheeeesh! yesterday was valentine's day. i met emile only at 8pm. ): very little time spent with him, but i enjoyed it anyway. we headed for pasir ris beach. we sat down& 'exchanged presents'. lol. he gave me like 4 things; a pullover, a 'deeds of flesh' top, TWILLY!!! &last but not least, his drawing. haha. awwwwww, thanks milly! i love you so. i gave him this black box, with our photos& a couple of love notes, with a lil card. hehe. he loves it, woohooooo! anyways, im hoping this weekend will be a great one! (: goodbye.




2/15/2007 02:49:00 PM